Writings

Oh Dream Warrior

2012-02-29T22:29:00.001+01:00

Oh dream warrior,
Why have you come to haunt me?
I've played my pain,
Now you come to evict my heart,
I'm not perfection but nor are you,
Oh dream warrior,
Why have you come to haunt me?

Oh dream warrior,
You've come for me in my sleep,
And attacked without mercy,
Against the lives you love,
Now I cannot play my part,
For I cannot play this pain.

Oh dream warrior,
You used to walk along side us,
Now you haunt what you protected,
And come for the lives you love,
What went wrong?
The music never stopped,
Yet your heart did.

Oh dream warrior,
You charge into battle,
Against the one I hold most dear,
For reasons I battle from the unknown,
I've played my part,
To see the other half fall.

She lay maimed,
Dying at your hand,
Oh dream warrior
I was assigned to protect her heart,
I've failed to safeguard my heart.

You cannot touch me now,
Oh dream warrior,
For the bridge you must cross,
To find your desire,
Will fall when she does,
Though I wish you'd reach me soon,
For I am more than defenseless,
Without you,
My dream warrior.

Faith

2012-01-17T13:54:00.002+01:00

The world was wrong,
This time,
My voice is strong,
And shall stay the same,
Until the end of time.

Screams and shouts,
Filled with so much doubt,
The world preached redemption,
And I believed it.

When I needed hope the most,
With no chance to escape the constant choke,
I followed the longest path,
To find the world asleep.

The world was wrong,
This time,
My voice is strong inside,
And will stay strong,
Until I become proven wrong.

Addiction

2011-08-09T21:33:00.002+02:00

To say this feeling,
Has hit me before,
Would be the dealing,
Of a lifestreams need for more.

I claim the meaning,
Of absolute power,
Without needing,
Showing no devour.

With a look into the sky,
Purpose fills my veins,
I see no lies,
Only complete gains.

Help me ascend into happiness,
I desire infinity,
Show me no deadliness,
For I seek divinity.

Until today,
Happiness was true,
Until I gave into desire,
Giving myself the source of happiness,
Until the last pill is downed for the liars.

Jester's Mask

2011-08-05T11:22:00.001+02:00

The silent,
Want to be found voicing,
Yet the world turns away,
When they turn forward.

To show constant emotion,
Is to hide all truth,
As if a jesters face,
Was an everyday appearance.

Always shrouded,
Makes the faceless scream,
No sound is made,
But truth escapes.

What is wrong with being yourself?
Walking around as all stare,
At the one without a jesters face,
And they all smile on the outside,
And envy on the inside.

At this rate,
Nobody is going to walk around,
Without a jesters face,
And the silent will always,
stay faceless.

Rational Logic

2011-06-12T00:20:00.000+02:00

Breathing on the edge,
Sounds like a musical,
So play me a song,
To which would let me fall.

The silence is screaming,
Building an end is never easy,
While yours is built with might,
Mine is built with stone.

The voices echo,
As I fall like a shadow,
In a world that knows no tomorrow,
Saving myself was only logical.

Breathless in flight,
In the face of fear,
I smile,
Because being happy was my last request,
It was only logical.

The Eve of Romance

2011-03-03T00:36:00.001+01:00

On the eve of romance,
Frost breached my mind,
So frozen I stood,
In hopes that her eyes,
Would believe me winter.

Her face spoke a-thousand beauties,
As I starred at the painting,
That would later paint the love of my life,
With elegance in one hand,
And individuality in the other.

The dream I dreamt of her,
Was all but normal,
As if inception had stopped me,
For I believed this dream to be as beautiful,
As the stars that surrounded it.

If comparison were asked of me,
To look upon this girl and match an equal beauty,
I'd believe her to be a goddess in such request,
For she had hair as golden as a lion under the sun,
Eyes as moving as time itself,
And skin as smooth as limestone that could only of been silkened by beauty.

If a girl in a crowd you see,
She'd be a crowd to anyone but me,
Because once we've gotten a glimpse of beauty,
We never see the ordinary,
Just the eve of romance.

Painting An Illusionary Mind

2011-01-30T20:00:00.005+01:00

Stars procreating,
Outlining infants in motion,
Movement of birth preludes,
Portraying a child.
Like a man scribing a map,
The stars are your paper,
Imagination is your pen,
Succumbing to your artistic potential.
Sparking life with efflorescence,
And a touch of mind,
Like spontaneous budding of flowers,
Radiant light bursting into the globe of an eye.
While still young,
The thought begins to think,
And consumes the stars that form it,
Time is irrelevent; when infinite finds a place.

A Mirrors Mistake

2010-12-19T13:17:00.000+01:00

What an illusionist,
This mirror beholds,
Reflecting back ones own illustration.
Why can I not see myself?

With beams of light upon you,
An illusionist exempts its work,
Perpetuating its figure in front of your eyes.

You'd think an illusionist would know better,
To forget one concept of humanity,
No allusion can reflect an individuals soul.

When my time comes,
To face an illusionist,
I go so with the lights off,
So I can fill the lines with my soul; not its.

Bottled Love

2010-11-16T12:11:00.003+01:00

Spark goes the fly,
In the day of nights sky,
Supplementing the stars,
With their bioluminescence.
Nothing less is what I see,
When I look into your amber-lit eyes.

As delicate drops of frost,
Repave the world in crystal,
Only waiting,
For the sun to ignite its beauty.
Nothing less is what I see,
When I look at the white illuminating your face.

If only night turned day,
So I could see her face once again,
With clarity unmatched,
By any beauty.
Her name was Michelle,
And that is all I wish I remembered.

The Easy Way Out

2010-10-28T18:06:00.003+02:00

The motions play,
And a cloud of dismay,
Slows the drift in frolic,
For another year to come.
A plan is made,
To lighten the shade,
From a haze of anxiety,
For another month to come.
The today ends tonight,
With a dead mans prayer,
Feeling a slight disillusionment,
Happiness is struck.
Day swims into night,
There is no dismay, anxiety, or fear,
Just another dead mans prayer.

Color & Sound

2010-10-22T01:21:00.001+02:00

Like the ringing in my ear,
I know,
That the sound will be lost forever,
I know,
That I'm beginning to hear it now,
As the sound of you hymns through my head.
Like the the sun creating color,
I know,
That without it I'd be colorless forever,
I know,
That the sun is getting dimmer and dimmer,
As the luminosity of you washes away.
When good-bye is silence,
I know my day becomes night,
And the ringing in my ear,
Was the last word said.

Avenue François Arago

2010-10-11T18:01:00.002+02:00

Stepping off of a bus,
Looking down then up,
Ending thoughts of the last man,
On a bus that stopped,
To a road that would not.
Walking along a sidewalk,
Illuminated with sapphire and jade,
As castle after castle lay perpetuated by day,
And without the sun one beauty would be lost,
To a road that would not.
As the moon raised high,
Only one beauty was lost,
The ending thoughts of the last man,
To fantasize an avenue to be a road,
That never was.

Happiness Loves its Kindness

2010-09-23T20:43:00.004+02:00

Looking up at you,
Skipping down the stairs,
As if they were puddles.
Changing the way I look at facile apparatus',
Changing the way I look into conception,
Changing the way I look at you.
Holding you,
Like the sky holds the sun,
As if letting you go spreads darkness.
Changing the way I look at the cosmos,
Changing the way I look into euphoria,
Changing the way I look at you.
A day with you,
Makes my nightmare a dream,
And my dream a reality.

Piecing You Together

2010-09-04T14:54:00.000+02:00

As I enter a forest,

And the world never makes a sound out of place,

I see you.

As I walk over a bridge,

And the water under me grows quiet,

I see you.

As I stare at a tree,

And the brush of leaves ceases,

I see you.

When I step out of this forest,

I will see with two eyes,

One person,

You.

Because you can only hold onto one thought,

When you walk through a forest,

And I chose you.

There is no other way to piece you all together,

Then to see the beauties that remind me of you.

Replicating You

2010-08-26T20:07:00.001+02:00

My mind could never replicate,

What you portray to my eyes.

My thoughts are overstatements,

Your beauties are understatements,

Why else are we a perfect balance.

As we walk down the sidewalk of another world,

The scenery has changed,

But your beauty hasn't.

Maybe that's why we're different,

Maybe that's why you're with me,

Because how else would I make words find you,
If there wasn't love keeping us together?

Reflection

2010-08-15T20:42:00.001+02:00

Reflecting back the beauty upon you,

Singing songs of happiness in reflective unison,

Please show me what I showed you.

Poking holes into the light,

Showing you what was hidden in plain sight,

Please show me what I showed you.

Giving you the love of thousand hearts,

Becoming as vulnerable as ever,

Please show me what I showed you,

I wouldn't want this reflection to ever end.

Our World

2010-08-13T12:28:00.000+02:00

Our world,

We live two lives,

One we live,

One we seek.

The life we seek sparks realization,

Because the life we live marks difference,

Difference that makes us more human than ever before.

Our world,

We live two lives,

One we live,

One we seek,

Without both we'd not have a life to live.

The Song of Love

2010-08-09T10:38:00.001+02:00

Songs are learned on the darkest days,

When the feelings behind it are real,

When your heart hurts most.

The story stays the same,

A boy meets a girl one fateful day,

Emotions flow in an endless whirl.

Like the strength of a river on a restless day,

But there is always one strech of a river that is different from the rest,

And that is why we fear the love of anothers presence,

Because a river on a restless day should never be calm.

When a boy comes across the calmest parts of the most restless river,

He knows he's about to drown,

Why else would a girl stop the love.

Songs are learned on the darkest days,

When the feelings behind it are real,

When your heart hurts most.

The song is not worded in hate, disgust, or regret,

But of why a boy would continue to love,

Regardless of how the river whirled.

Heightened Mistakes

2010-08-06T07:08:00.001+02:00

Eyes linked,
Hearts aching,
The day is nearly done.
A mistake was made,
Tears become gravities river,
Down the face of the victim.
A neck becomes lifeless,
Head falling forward,
Breaking a weakened link,
You never said goodbye.

A Mirror in the Sky

2010-08-04T20:18:00.000+02:00

The one thing I look for,

Is the brightest light,

In the darkest of nights.

Without a mirror,

Light would never shine back,

In from where it came.

Open a box and you will see,

The light shining bright in the sky,

Reflecting back from where it came,

As if the sky was a single mirror.

Why The Simple Things, Change Our Lives.

2010-07-23T20:19:00.000+02:00

Day after day,

I look at a single dying tree.

How the sun comes up behind it,

Illuminating what I could not see.

Night after night,

I look at a single dying tree,

And appreciate the serenity it brings me.

A single day applies itself,

A single person looks at a single dying tree,

And it made all the difference when the eyes of both,

Had fallen from the misconseption of anothers mind.

A single night applies itself,

A single dying tree lays fallen,

And it made all the difference,

When I sought out serenity from a single dying tree.

Days Spent

2010-07-14T02:07:00.000+02:00

Days are spent,

Singing you,

Nights are spent,

Creating you.

While days fly by,

And Night bloom.

Without a doubt,

I'm thinking of you.

You are my oceans,

You are my winds,

You are my love.

Each time I see your eyes,

I see an unravaling sky.

Because you're beauty is means nothing,

Without I; creating words to define it.

Running Rivers

2010-04-15T00:01:00.001+02:00

Rivers running rapidly through my head,
Each with a memory of you.
I took a dip into a river,
to find your soothing personality all around me.
I took a dip into a river,
to notice your beauty reflecting in its waters.
I took a dip into a river,
to realize a smile glimmering on my face.
Rivers running rapidly through my head,
Each with a memory of you.
If only my head had waterfalls,
for you to fall down into the deep with me.

Road of Fantasies

2010-04-14T23:59:00.000+02:00

Walking along a road of fantasies,
I stumble upon a particular puddle,
The reflection showed me you and I,
If we were together.
Walking along a road of fantasies,
I stumble upon a particular flower,
The life one petal showed me you and I,
As I put the flower in your hair.
Walking along a road of fantasies,
I stumble upon a girl,
the girl was you and I was I,
We looked at each other and smiled.
Walking along a road of fantasies,
I stumble upon an end,
to the road I wished would never end.

Daydreaming

2010-04-11T09:43:00.001+02:00

My fantasies get the best of me,
I look at you and wander off endlessly.
You see, I imagine trees and falling leaves,
Days and Nights,
Stars and Suns.
But when I see you, you see,
I imagine you and I smiling under a tree, leaves falling around us.
The way I glance at you in day, the way I wish you were with me at night.
I imagine myself as a Star and you as the Sun I live for.
You see, my Fantasies get the best of me,
I look and wander off endlessly,
Just for you to be with me.

The Beauty of Dying Things

2010-01-22T15:28:00.000+01:00

Why can you not see,
The beauty in dying things.
You see death,
I see life.
Others do not concern me,
Only this beauty impresses me.

Time passes by,
Beauty begins to die,
Everyone dissolves away.
My past thrills become chills,
I no longer thrive to believe,
The beauty once fond to me.

When all else fails,
This sinful beauty prevails.
Death is near,
My fate ends here.
This beauty, I regret,
Numbs my soul.
Life pains on my dying day.
Why did I see the beauty in dying things...?

Deny The Lie

2009-10-18T04:37:00.000+02:00

Do not deny, the lie,
you thought of, in plain sight.
It will corrupt you, erupt you,
and it will confine you.
Cry not the will to live,
you have failed that task,
with nothing left to say,
speechless...
Just pray, for the rays of judgment,
to apply the lie,
that you so deviously denied.

My Darling Angel

2009-10-11T02:26:00.000+02:00

My darling angel,
do not cry tonight.
You are crying for the wrong reason,
the lies brought upon you,
tease your very heart.
My darling angel,
do not cry tonight.
for each tear seen,
by those up above,
the sadness erodes away.
My darling angel,
do not cry tonight.
For you keep making those around you,
cry even more.

Gifted

2009-10-08T15:28:00.001+02:00

We are half of ourselves,
using so very little from the potential gifted to us.
Though a gift we do not deserve,
using it carelessly.
When the day comes we will make use of such a gift,
though that day is not today.

Where Do I Fit In

2009-10-01T02:15:00.000+02:00

What does it mean to look at the end of the happiness you found,
knowing that it, like everything else, is too good to be true.
My happiness knows me all too well, for it knows that my joy is coming to an end.
As if my existence were irrelevant to the entire world.
My emotions serve as a taint to which I accept,
as if I were open to dismay.
For in this world I write my finest words for you to read,
though at the cost of all that is worth living for.

Misleading

2009-10-01T02:04:00.000+02:00

Purity is an expectation misleading,
to be pure is to be perfect.
Perfection is nonexistent to our lives,
yet dream we live by.
Presuming our flaws do not show perfection,
a fantasy we cannot survive without.
Reality has been a problem from the start,
why do we need to be so misleading.

Faith is the Sin

2009-10-01T01:40:00.001+02:00

Cry for the faithful, who seek grace.
Claiming the souls of the pure,
with anthems of theoretical belief.
Is our story so irrational that we find ourselves lost.
Nonsense they preach to the pure, corrupting their essence.
The world is purity, faith is corruption.
Cry for the faithful,
though they do not deserve such sympathy...